I ordered Chinese food for lunch: sesame seed tofu with bean curd w/vegetables soup. Ate the tofu at work, now just finished the soup. There is a warm espresso in whipped creamer next to me and a cigarette - that's nice. I slept well tonight, even thought yesterday was better. I noticed that the more I sleep the more weight I lose. Coincidence, maybe. Still playing Farmerama, without much enthusiasm; still playing The Godfather II, it's alright. Just received the rest of 3-star games: Wolverine (X-Men), Area 51, Hitman trilogy. Maybe I will be pleasantly surprised and upgrade them.
The weather is cold. The snow is almost gone, but it is still hard to find parking. The mood is calm. I feel alright with myself. I doubt I could make better choices in my life and there is not much to regret so far. I am satisfied with my accomplishments, no matter how small they may seem from an outside view. It is better to have less but your own, then more but not your own, I think. Turned out, I don't have much of my own... But it's ok, at least I got something. I got me.
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