2+ month of unusual sleep patterns are finally over

Meah mood (meh, not myau)

Received new games: Metro 2033; Fallout Trilogy (old games); Chronicles of Riddick (Dark Athena + first disc).
Fallout 3 is finished.  Excellent game.  Definitely plan to buy Fallout 4.
Bought a filter for faucet.  15 something dollars.  Cheap.
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June 13 is Sunday - have to be present somewhere work-related.
All day event.  Parents loved coffee from my espresso machine - at least something that makes them like me, it's good to have even scarce positives...
Either cleaning lady did not show up or I did not hear her buzzing in.  In such case, she would have left at least a phone message, no?  Doubt she came...  I really don't give a damn.

 Almost done with Settlers 7.  It is a great game, they could have made it more enjoyable though.  It's more sweating trying to beat the clock making the victory point rather than slow play to get your mind off things that bother you.   I will play some skirmish games in it...

Thought of the day:  This life on Earth turns out to be something slightly longer than I expected....

Before I thought it was GREAT.  Now I am reserved, have no opinion.  Was that supposed to happen?

Lots of meetings today...and rain all day long

There is gotta be a way to put a mental trap on all these writers...I must find the solution to the "good wishers".
And now I am off to play Fallout3:)
 
                                          And the message of the day is:  Peace

Leonid Meteor Showers don't shoot tonight

It's my birthday.  This is May 17, 2010.  Seemed like a very distant future not so long ago.  Somehow, I made it.  I am wiser, more cynical, tired, yet just as stubborn as before, if not more than before.  

I received two cards, money, phone calls from relatives.  My tire system check light was blinking.  I put extra air in tires, it was still blinking.  Turned out I had too much air in the tires.  My father drove by, fixed that.  I downloaded free e-speaking program.  It was fun for a while.  I get bored of it now.  The program would not shut up, otherwise it could have been more useful.  I have to send a card back to S.  

Horrible news from smoking company: the rates will go up, government still does not have any money and will continue to rob those they already made their fortune on.  Therefore, more tax credits for alcohol industry, higher taxes for cigarettes.  Oy vey, what will happen when Mayor will outlaw smoking without coming up with a balanced budget?  Nuclear War?  If so, I am off to play Fallout3... better be ready than sorry...

I requested Wednesday off, for Shavuot...as a suggestion...don't know if it's going to work for a day-off, I am not really traditionally religious and I think folks at work are aware of it...  If it will get through, I will chill and do nothing on Wednesday - just like the holiday intended anyway.  Somebody is eating my stomach again.  Must be tasty:)  I hope they choke on it.  Well, at least something is popular about me in this world...  Thank you God.  Another great life.  Hopefully, it will be very long.  And the last one.

Tomorrow is my birthday. Fuck it.

I got TomTom GPS as my birthday present.  It's nice.
My parents said it's a part of present.  I hope that will be it.  I really don't want to celebrate being born on Earth.
So far the negatives outweigh the positive aspects of my existence here, although I am getting pluses every day... by eating, drinking, breathing...  chilling.

Feeling Good. Very. Good.

I just had oyster mushrooms with thinly cut potatoes, both from cans.  With cilantro, fried on extra virgin oil.  Very good.  Finished with soy milk frothed, with added Turbo double-espresso.  Nice.  Smoking.  Chilling.
Playing computer games...  Life's good.  It's possible to enjoy life even under Satan.
Love to all, don't drink and drive, wear warm clothes in cold weather and rest in peace.

It's less than a week till my day of birth on Earth

esspresso/capucino machine works great, temperature is excellent, I just did not do it right before.
Tried Warrior little cigars - thought I could save money if I switch - not going to happen, but I can't cancell it for several days because I forgot my online login info and phone operators are not available.

Dunkin Donuts coffee Turbo - new flavor - what a great coffee! 
Had new veggie burgers - EXCELLENT - Franklin Farms - rarely seen before, did not expect such great taste - will buy again (in plastic see-through cover)

Still playing "American Stalker" or as it's called officially, Fallout3.  

Yesterday another passanger plane felt.  Today a fancy plane called Mirage2000 felt.  Don't feel like taking plane for vacations, but cruises are way too expensive for a single traveler, double the price.  I doubt I will be able to afford it this year. 

Bought an air purifyer, large - for allergy sufferers.  Supposed to take away smoke from cigarettes, dust, pollen in apartment. 
Next game on the list of things to buy - Metro 2033 - another take on the same genre of computer games in style of S.T.A.L.K.E.R.  Today I found out that Dead to Rights is coming out - game wasn't very fancy, but for some reason it was pleasurable to play.  I am still on Fallout, pushing to the end of map, because I doubt Settlers 7 will be playing on my computer.  I did not even try to install it yet, it will be such a dissappointment if it won't play...

think I will take another cruise, but there is only one direction left...

Today I received a lot of purchases including the espresso making machine.  It's easy to handle.  Espresso came out "ok", not Great.  Maybe it was the brand of ground coffee.  Frother works excellent.  I don't use milk, but instead soy milk.  It should be much harder to get frothed, however, the machine did it.  It took me three espresso shots to make it "ok".  I think I need to practice.  It will get better, I think.  Actually, it's good espresso, just blueberry flavor coffee, so the body does not recognize how much caffeine it has immediately.  Now I feel it, about 10 minutes later.  The only problem I might have to experience is luke warm compared to hot temperature of espresso - however, I was warned about it in some of the comments made on amazon.com and I was ready for it - I need it for morning, hot espresso would not be gulped down as fast...so it's more than ok, it's fine. 
I had trouble with regular sized cup - definitely need to buy a small cup, most likely in Chinese supermarket, I've seen there exactly what I need.

Also, I received a 40' duffel bag on wheels - very big, made me wonder why I would order something like that - I can fit there - until I recalled that it was on 70% off sale, which was the main reason for purchase.  I don't like flying on planes, it's too scary - it's nerve wracking to think that you can fall and surely die for a long period of time.  When the plane starts shaking, the belt-on warning comes on, all the statistics and latest TV news reports about more-than-ever falling planes come to mind - it's not worth it.  Too bad, I wanted to see Machu Pichu and Isle of Man.  I checked Amtrak vacations - but they are too expensive for me.  I can't afford any.  I was thinking about bus ride to Cape Cod - but what is there to do?  Might as well go to Stowe, VT again - same thing.

Still playing Stalker 3 - what a wonderful game indeed.
Just getting better!  I can't wait for Nov 16 release of Fallout: New Vegas.

Oh, yes, espresso is kicking in...strange..it didn't have the black color, was brownish... kicks like black...

After work I went to Stop&Shop.  The store amazed me: it improved in the past month to be no less worthy than the PathMark on Nostrand Avenue.  Selections are awesome.  I bought lots of vegan food (almost $60 worth, it's expensive) with three kinds of ground coffee. 

I made CD for my mother's work, ate blueberry bagel with Veggie Slices.  Also, today I learned that boobz is an endearing term, not just female's breasts.  I was walking around a lot in a suit after work - that was funny.  I usually try to rush home and put on some bum clothes to make me feel comfy.  Guess something is changing in my head...  maybe I'm finally getting used to shirt'n'suit'n'tie thing.

Is wanking a cardinal sin, for real? Does it say so in Holy Books? I want to see...

I picked up suits from dry-cleaning.  Still have to pick up my gray pants on Friday - they need to be double washed, as laundromat staff told me.
I had specially made cheese-less eggplant rolls, huge.  I also purchased three large 28oz bottles of Manhattan Special Espresso Coffee soda.  Surely, they will be done in few days.

Today I wanted to buy something for my best friend - computer.  I found on Amazon.com a usb videocard for second monitor and external usb cpu cooling ventilator.  I will purchase the ventilator soon, because it's under 20 dollars and I play games a lot, so computer gets hot.
Officially, no one said that this world exist, therefore, officially, it still doesn't.  Same with humanity.  Wonder if anyone would care to "say" it.
I can't - I was taught to know my place.  Maybe someone else will?  I can't say I particularly care that much.  I don't have a Friday friend...