growing a little bit older

It was another easy day at work.  I bought many bagels and coffee.  After work - same two sandwiches, substituting mushrooms for soy cheese and French mustard.  I am starting to understand certain technicalities about life's perception.  It is very interesting.  A lot of strange things seem more comprehensive.  Tomorrow my father will take my car to mechanic to change oil and find out why computer is showing a problem on a dashboard.  I may still be asleep at that time.  It's late and I am planning to take a long, long nap.  I feel wonderful, soft, chilly.  Life's been grand and it will surely get better.

could it be that Tooth Fairy is an Ugly Greedy Man?

Yesterday was very busy day at work, but today was unusually opposite of busy.  Today was beginning of Sukkot, it was raining all day long.  I bought eggplant hero and felt very full for longer than usually.  After coming home I stopped by Met Supermarket and bought stuff for sandwiches: I ate two sandwiches with veggie burgers, vine tomatoes, fried Portabella mushrooms and red onion.  It was followed up with sauteed mushrooms in soy sauce and espresso with banana.  Still on level 32 in Castle Empire.

nothing interesting in this post

It was a busy day at work.  The sun was shining all day.
I finally beat Wild Mary.  Still at level 32, points did not level me up to level 33.  I will have to prepare for adventures now.  First, I will replay the previous adventure since I am accustomed to it and will get more points.
I feel okay.   My two teeth on right side are starting to give me pain.  It's expected.   Couldn't finish the rice: maybe it's weird dream to blame, maybe I had too much of rice lately.  Don't feel like eating pasta for some reason, for two weeks or more.  Maybe I'll switch to potatoes for a while.

thinking like computer

Nothing significant happened today.  I visited my grandmother and saw my mother there.  I gave her a ride home.  Still on level 32, gathering soldiers to attack Wild Mary in Castle Empire.  I should be ready by tomorrow's late evening.
I went to bed early, slept about two hours, now it's after 2am and I have to figure out how to get some extra sleep before tomorrow's work.
I was thinking how even when I would mess up and do something wrong I would try to explain myself to self in a positive way, like most people do.  Even though I haven't messed up or done nothing wrong for a long consecutive time, I am thinking: I don't have to be such a positive character.  Nobody is pressuring me to be a positive character anyway, so maybe I should take life more easy.  I think my character needs improvement.  If not improvement, then some changes must gradually be implemented by me on a daily basis.  I am still searching for correct application.

feeling good chi

It's 4:46 in the morning.  I am feeling much better: as if a heavy stone has been lifted from me.  Maybe it's a proper way of balancing my chi lately.  I couldn't sleep all night, but a cup of espresso will keep me awake.  I got a full plate of Kokuho Rose rice with vegetable broth and an old potato knish for breakfast.  I may save it for dinner though.  Life is great.  My energy is not flowing out of me at the same rate as before and maybe in time I'll be able "to patch up" the wounds from it.  I think I am in the beginning stage of a recovery process.  All in one night.  Excellent.

From Nice Day into the Blessed Day: long road to nowhere good.

I finished the adventure.  I am level 32 now.  No more rushing through the game for now, just enjoying sitting in silence.  I had a lot of coffee today and recently had an espresso, so I doubt I'll be able to sleep well tonight.  I bought Japanese rice and made myself a rice soup with various spices and soy bean base.  It turned out delicious, after I added some vegeta and garlic salt.  I still have a full plate left for tomorrow.  I received invitation to open beta for Battleground III, but decided not to play it - I am still too excited about Castle Empire and want to finish playing it.  I still have about 20 levels to go.  I noticed there is a new game on the market: Driver San Francisco.  Looks good, but my budget for gaming is out for this month.  At work - more firings, on the streets - more closed businesses with "For Rent" signs, gas prices are up, our building listed an available apartment but nobody is renting it: recession.  I thought that Wendy's Plate was closed, too, but they just renamed it to Alice's (they also increased prices).
Even though there is stuff to do at work, at times I feel jittery whether I don't have an expendable occupation - it would be hard to find any job now that would pay for food and rent - by the way, rent was just increased.  Things are getting nicer.

Castle Empire Fever

Started another adventure on Castle Empire.  I decided I need to level up before continuing quest to defeat Wild Mary, so I can get better soldiers.  Purchased more content, 40 bucks worth, so I can pass it and move on.  It's a lot of money for such game, but it gives great entertainment for many hours.  Still level 31.  Today I will visit my parents, tomorrow I will visit my grandmother.  Eating mostly rice, although yesterday I bought eggplant hero from Superano's - it was delicious.  I put lots of herbs and basil leaves in rice, add some vegetable oil when cooking it, soy base, mushroom sprinkles, vegeta, garlic salt.  It came out nice, but it was better the last time I made it: I guess you can't cook it more than 15 minutes with Carolina rice, or it gets mushy and you won't be able to roll it into seaweed paper with success.  Planning to spend whole evening and maybe half of the night playing the rest of adventure in Castle Empire.  The weather must be getting colder: I am no longer using air conditioner during the day.